About

Welcome & thank you for reading.

Thank you to my long-time readers of this blog. Your participation and emails mean so much to me in times of need. Know that you have my deepest gratitude for giving me an outlet for my creative process. My first post came out with a desire to share, not a word to say. I decided on the prayer from the Heart of Mary from Luke’s Gospel called Magnificat.

My spiritual journey started in 2013, a few years before my first post, after visiting my grandfather-in-law at his hospice bed. I recounted the story here in my post called The Red Staircase. He was on his last lap and said he was lucky to have married the most beautiful angel. I prayed that night that I wanted to be a beautiful angel that someone like Grandpa Ed remembered on his deathbed.

Fast forward to today, ten years later, and I feel like a brand new person multiple times over with a spiritual essence that feels as old as time. Many of you have witnessed my struggles of overcoming childhood trauma, the stillbirth of my firstborn son, divorce, being forced to leave my home, and my current struggles dating with five children. However, my life circumstances seemed turbulent on the surface, with many deceptions and injustices that I endured through the grace of God.

Accidental Alchemist...

I’m reflecting on the last decade of spiritual work. I realize that God is in the midst of every event to build me into who I am today. A strong Hand has always caught me when I fall and rebuilt me from the ashes of my circumstances. My spiritual work has been to purify every circumstance and situation and elevate it into Godly purity. Into God’s had is where I put everything that needs purification.

The Hand that guides me is never empty because my hand is always within Theirs. It is my relationship with Them that gives me all my power. Abraham knows God through a connection. Noah knew what to do through a relationship with Them when no one else seemed to care.

This journey has taught me the courage to embrace the spiritual unknown and open myself to the knowledge given by the Divine. It feels like a fog has been removed from my vision, allowing clearer sight. Literally and metaphorically. I went for my annual eye exam and was told I no longer need corrective lenses. You can learn about my theory on spiritual energy HERE.

Why I'm Blogging...

Over the years, this reason has changed many times. Right now, it’s to encourage you to grow your spirituality. I’m not afraid to experiment with my spirituality and prayer methods, as it has changed over the years. I have peculiar dreams manifesting into daily life and the people I meet. I use my experience to discern the message and pray for the person or the deed that needs healing. Over it up the person and the sin to God.

My foundation remains the same. That God is the creator of all things and everything. They are everywhere and in everything. The human struggle has always been and will continue to be the pull between the created material and spiritual worlds. To exist is to experience the struggle between the two and find our place within both worlds.

I hope you find joy in your journey and look forward to the day we can see each other made utterly whole.

Shalom,

Chau